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About Me Member General Fiction Writer Brittany Kathleen Jones20/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I live in a box with no walls...

Wed Jan 27, 2010, 9:02 AM
  • Mood: Stuck
  • Listening to: Like St. Valentine by HIM
  • Reading: Medea and As You Like It
  • Watching: Japanese Horror Films
  • Playing: My life from a stage
  • Eating: Geneva cookies again
  • Drinking: Skinny Caramel Latte
Hm.

Have you ever been so stumped, so shocked, so flattened by something that you cannot even begin to describe how it came, or how to end it? How about being unable to even explain the problem you have buried yourself alive in?

No one reads this, but perhaps I can gain a bit of healing from simply writing something out here, like a diary, similar to the one I was never able to keep.

I am a religious woman. I have been my entire life. But as to which deity is correct, which theological aspect is the best to follow in urgent study, these things evade me with insane frequency. I don't even have a way to get this across to people who may be able to help.

Religion cannot be escaped. If you do not worship God, or some other deity, your deity is whichever you invest most of your time in, whatever you stand up for. I will never escape religion, but I would at least take favor upon understanding whichever one that I chose. There are too many stories in this world, too many lies. Which is best to believe?

I'm even sick of writing this for a blank audience. I get no pleasure within myself in pining about my own problems in an open, public place, sounding like a self-loving fool.

I have gone down the rabbit hole. And the fear is that I shall never get back. Don't call on me.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Good ol' Tejas
  • Interests: Roleplay, vintage items and places, literature, music, museums, coffee, devious fetishes, life.
  • Favourite movie: Dark Prince: True Story of Dracula, Pride & Prejudice, Sleepy Hollow, Howl's Moving Castle,
  • Favourite band or musician: HIM, Coldplay, Nightwish, and many, many, many more.
  • Favourite genre of music: All but rap and country. Ew.
  • Favourite artist: Van Gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, and Homer
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts
  • Personal Quote: "I'm dark because I want to know the demons I pour my love into."

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Thanks for the fave <3

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:wave: thanks a lot for the fav [link] :woohoo:
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You're welcome. :heart:

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YOUR SIGNATURE WILL NEVER GET OUT OF MY HEAD.

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:iconallensxgirl:
HAHAHA! And why is that? >>

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:icondaylight-calling:
THAT SONG GETS STUCK

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:iconallensxgirl:
Oh. XD But it is a very good song to have stuck.

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Hey there

Thanks for favouriting my ID :hug:

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You're welcome. :blowkiss:

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